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Daydreamer

by Maxwell Young

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1.
1999 03:14
1999 was the year that I arrived Same year I met you Guess we've been in this for a while Of you my eyes never tire She can’t tell me how to live no more Left your boyfriend with a scar In shattered pieces left my heart Staying in, my curtains shut Avoiding what was scaring us She can't tell me how to live no more How can I reply with more than i’m fine When you project all your problems and perceptions on my life Damn life I was down and out Told my friends to call No one was listening Thought there is where I end One day you popped up A sunflower in the dusk I didn't think it was much But you became my all Put all my hope in us All my happiness Yet neither of us were at our bests At rest I’ve never been love like I am with you But it's not enough to stay miserable I gotta get away, get away Girl nothing makes me sane I gotta get away There’s nothing else Ahh If I stick with it I know I’m gonna lose it Know I'm gonna lose them Hair braided Cross faded Both waiting on the other Bet I'm cutting ties With everyone else She can't tell me how to live no more
2.
Bianca 03:40
Found you in your Calvin Klein's Wouldn't let me know if I'm right Never been the one for small talk Keep on postponing most my problems But the moment wasn't set in stone It's more that I'm not warm in tone Who's more broken can't you see Won't take my hand can't start with me I heard one little promise and I'm bursting at the seams Never thought you'd help me more Am I ever coming clean I thought you knew where I was headed for They're taking selfies in the bathroom I had one little promise And I'm bursting at the seams Aaoo Selfies in the bathroom You doubt it cause it's too soon It's too soon Bianca, do I love ya? Might've fallen little too quick for you But I never thought you'd hold me back so But I never thought you'd hold me back so much Always in a different place My ship fly to space I never come back too much Now we runaway Better runaway Now we runaway Living for today I don't want to keep on playing games Thank the lord you stopped That was quite a pain Often left me questioning Was it passion that brought you to my door Every Saturday "Just cause you're beautiful doesn't mean you can treat people like they don't matter, I really liked you" I heard one little promise and I'm bursting at the seams Never thought you'd help me more am i ever coming clean I thought you knew where I was headed for They're taking selfies in the bathroom I had one little promise And I'm bursting at the seams Aaoo Selfies in the bathroom You doubt it cause it's too soon It's too soon Would you mind if I took your hand Know you got things planned But your smile says you want golden sand Smile says you want golden sand Agreed, putting this on you was unfair You're not Tiffany I won't overbear Broke your promise But who am I to feel discouraged For you aren't in a cage And that's enough for me Who would you follow to the ends of the earth I think I broke it when I took my turn Where is my worth How much of my worth is in you Who wasted the boys time Blame it on myself So I'm nothing Can't help it
3.
After nine I plan to share my mind Girl I try Yet I can't find the words I tell you once We put it all behind Both stubborn types Neither care to draw the line Tell me I'm the one for you Girl there's none other than you You don't need my trust But if I could I'd be there for you Be there and true My love is strong Might not be enough But I’m young And I can't find the words In my mind You're flashing all the time Before my eyes You sway from left to right In black and white Tell a lie Say goodbye Because I'm walking out But we laughed all night And I want you around Really want you around I'm a fool for you now (Now evergreen) Tell me I'm the one for you Girl there's none other than you (All I need) You don't need my trust But if I could I'd be there for you Be there and true My love is strong Might not be enough But I’m young And I can't find the words (Tell me I'm the one) Evergreen You're a little out of reach (Tell me I'm the one) Finding your face can be tough So I pretend reflections are enough No, they're not enough
4.
My hearts still aching Angel, why we waiting? Skin liberation "Well can't we date then?" Know that nobody really got my back I'm feeling sick, out of breath I’m loving the stress Her lips on my neck See the colour of her iris Want to dive in Take my time, sin Predicting sinking all our time together Confliction, we linking through the weather Everybody's tryna impress someone I put my hands in the air like it's nothing It's nothing new You're putting all your penny’s on a shot in the dark Just wanna blink to feel alive without crashing your car It's all overrated It's all overrated Imagine colours in sleep Lovers at peace I just want a world where I can wander nights forever with you Can’t decide if you’re making up your mind Are you really one for walking Leaving here without him Leave him all alone He don't have to know Do you feel like a cliché Making moves so risqué Honey just try to have no fear Have no fear It’s still like that You’re running back Running back Everybody's tryna impress someone I put my hands in the air like it's nothing It's nothing new Feeling failure like it’s something you caught Tryna to keep a secret but its in the way that you walk whats your motivator? Well i’ve been sick for the sun since 99 Always feeling sporadic, is it visible in my eyes? It’s all a loop Live for dreams Your television leaking Only thing that fits me Saint Laurent jeans I’m just not happy from these things no more If you wanna stop feeling so empty Wanna stop feeling things are all out of reach Go ask yourself if passions fell Wouldn't wanna go turning your back on real Where your head at? It’s raining on my bare back People saying you're little unaware max Social butterflies only try when inspired Staying patient shooting stars in the sky Everybody's tryna impress someone I put my hands in the air like it's nothing It's nothing new All of that weight fell off my shoulder Still clutch pride in getting older 18 years, the doubt is torture I just wanna feel
5.
Always seem to leave a mess Doubt I can bother with the stress I need to get some more rest Am I worth it? Do you think that you're worth it? (No more) Are you gonna flake once more I been waiting on you too long Am I better off alone Why would I lie to you Nothing more true I'm not gonna lie to you And I mean every word You deserve it I'm not gonna lie to you Because can't make one more mistake Spent too long taking pain How could I let you take my heart How can I ride Without my helmet Safety slipped my mind Naivety surrounding I'll follow you Do you think that you're worth it? (No more) Gotta get away I gotta get away Gotta get away, no no I gotta get away No one's listening to me anyway But I gotta get a No I gotta get away Away from this here But stilted anyway I gotta get away Away from this here But I stilted anyway Better off alone I'm better off alone I'm better in my zone I'm better off alone Lucky is a word Not many people can say
6.
Adolescent me That heartbroken sheep Tempting my breath For your butterfly net Up by those treetops i wandered every evening i watched the moon wane breathing Thought one day you treat me right Typing to myself Just one inhale You said I stared I just laughed then left Overwhelmed I guess L’appel du vide Look over the edge L'appel du vide Don’t wanna get upset Stepping my way It’s not what you said It’s not how I play, baby If you want more I can assure loyalty It’s all i do Is wait for you But baby girl I’m not strong enough But I'm just not strong And I been waiting all long She took me down And she brought me around We went to our spot Blew smoke like movie stars I don't know why baby girl I don't know why, not at all I just lose my mind I lose it time to time As mindful as the world My trying feels absurd You talk to me You're flying out soon Paint my heart blue Pastels remind of you And how I wanted you L'appel du vide Look over the edge L’appel du vide Don't wanna get upset Voice memo of Ch'lita
7.
Lose you in a moment Will I lose you when it's midnight? Just might I don't wanna do it no more It's not that I'm antisocial I wonder what i’d have to do for it to be enough For you to show your true heart I know how you feel Present from the break of dawn Ache from wanting You been toying It got boring If I took on my arm Would i lose you? Clairo: Country side I’m by your side It’s so hard to get by Without you Without you Cross the line My tears are dry I see you in my hairs by my side I miss you so much I need you It's not fair for those ones Who have a heavy heart But me it’s daylight here And there it’s dark Oh it’s dark I know how you feel present from the break of dawn Ache from wanting You been toying It got boring If I took you on my arm Would I lose you? So i guess I lost you Do do do do do dooo Oh love you’re so far away I just want you back I don’t need a casket of love Casket of love Do you wanna come round I got a lot to tell you about Do you wanna come over Got a spot for you on my shoulder We got a secret I can keep We got a lot to learn and leave And I won't follow anyone but you
8.
Goldeneye 02:33
Goldeneye You’re all too nice Let’s fall in love Done wasting time All I want, all on my mind Rush more than we've been so far Before we know our youth will be gone Don’t leave me lovelorn You’re all too nice Let’s get married on a monday morning Who can waste the weekend by How you smile so often First felt love for the world through your eyes Why’re you shrugging off romance When I should just be your man I don’t know I wouldn’t be so alone Walking up Walking up Such an angel from above Don’t need nobody I just need somebody to come home
9.
Daydreamer 03:08
I don't understand fashion So I wear plain tees Don't understand love So I'm all alone But I try I try all the time I'm working on being better at being me But who is that Well I can't see I'm just confused Not amused Deeper into Something brand new It's alien, alien to me But I can't see anything Worth following here I can't see anything Worth following Of course I see you there Of course I see you dear But really I'm just scared To understand love I don't understand I don't understand love I don't understand much But I'm searching Still searching for someone You are what you love and ain't what loves you Listen up You are what you love but ain't what loves you (Don't let them tell you what they think you are) I don't understand love, no no And I'm searching for someone I can't stand on what's not there I don't know I just get scared You're always on my mind But forever's not our time Until I realised I don’t understand myself And I’m not one to ask for help I was lying on my bed So overcome with dread Do you know me? Do you know my daydream? I really don't mind Just stay with me a while

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inspired by my anxiety and heartbreak during high school

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released July 19, 2018

Written/Produced/Performed by Maxwell Young
Artwork by Ch'lita Collins

Additional Vocals on 'Evergreen' by Eddie "Lontalius" Johnston
Additional Production on 'Evergreen' by Aidan "Instupendo" Peterson
Additional Vocals on 'No Social Butterfly by Ambré
'Midnight' featuring Claire "Clairo" Cottrill

Recorded in Maxwell's Teenage Bedroom in Wellington, New Zealand

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